20060122
well.. now that i have stepped into JC i guess things will be a little different la... hmmm maybe i shld start opening up this blog. Sick and tired of hiding it for the past few yrs.. of course this means that i gotta be more sensitive about various issue and think before I talk crap... haha
I realize my blog template is actually pretty dull, u noe gray.. which is perhaps the reason why I always blog only when i am sad :/ nvm. will find a way to change it though i am a html noob?
Aniwae.. 06S75 is really an awesome class...
I never had so much fun in a long long time... and this time it isn't the countless outings to town and movies that I am refering to, but in fact we spent our time doing more meaningful stuff? which I believe is the reason why we are the most united class =)
Even mugging was fun and nice as a group...the occasional laughters that lightens up the tense atmosphere when we get too serious... and most importantly, the presence of your classmates naturally gives u a kind of silent encouragement... and you wun't feel lonely for he/she will always be right beside you doing this hated but compulsory work:MUGGING, right up to the A levels.
... I have heard so much about the changing of classes after the O lvl grades are released, and I heard that they are going to rearrange us according to our results. ... I not sure if this is true... but the sources seem quite reliable...
If hc is really going to that den I am gonna write a petition and flame them upside down. Bloody hell, treating us as pawns that can be shifted up down left right as they please? Placing pupils of the same academic level in a class doesn't mean that this would be the most condusive environment for every student to MUG and get his A's...
I think a class that has students that can motivate one another to work hard in their studies, and maintain a healthy balance between work and play is the most effective studying environment. Imagine if u shift someone into a new class who is alreadi so emotionally attached to his old class... he/she is for sure gonna have a hard time adapting into the new environment and meanwhile hes gonna suffer emotionally and usually lose out a hell lot in the acad area. What happens after next? he will have a damn hard time catching up his studies.
The fact that our class has more non-ip students den ip students seriously doesn't comfort me anymore...
especially when the release of the O level results is drawing near... this means that the possibility of anyone leaving our class is almost 100.
And as for me, i am the only one who didn't take bio in sec 3/4 in the current class...so i may be out too...
I am disturbed... really disturbed by the fact that i may lose my current class and my senior class
... but meanwhile i will try to enjoy whatever time i have with u ppl man.
,proud to be a sevenfiver.
posted @ 11:28 AM
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20060115
I had a really really great bdae party yesterdae... this yr's party was pretty special in different ways, for instance, this was the first time I had to manage everything myself, without the help of my parents..
For the past few years they have always been there to help out and prepare all the necessities even before the party started. I guess this time round they wanted me to be independent? so they purposely went out for a session of karaoke on my birthdae -_-
I had a pretty hard time especially at the start of the party. Running up and down to get food, plastic utensils and fetch my friends in, pretty horrible yea? But was glad that it turned out pretty well after I finally managed to settle down :D
posted @ 1:49 PM
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Hmm this week was seriously a blast...
especially during the days that were close to the end of the week, I guess i really had the time of my life (: seriously :D
Haha
this entry may greatly contradict with the one i previously posted a few days ago, but thats just the way it is. Things have changed, and i am awefully glad that it did happen (:
Did i just said that my class sucked in the previous entry? oops, i take it back, cause it ain't the truth!! haha.. i guess as the days passed by, all of us gradually opened up and began to communicate with each other freely. I am sooo glaad that the class is now much more enthusiastic den it was at the start.
Oh and did i tell u how much fun i had during the campfire ytd? haha... my gosh i totally enjoyed it. It was a super bonding session with the senior's class as well and I got pretty excited and happy when i saw my classmates jumping along with the music, they ain't that sian ppl after all , :D
I think i would be really close with my class in time to come la...i realli realli hope that none of us would have to sae good bye to each other after the O lvl results are out. I can't imagine how terrible it will be :
posted @ 3:09 AM
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20060110
Our actions may reflect much lesser than what we feel.
What we assume may not even be close to the truth.
Communications.
How will we ever noe if we do care for each other?
posted @ 2:12 AM
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20060107
Glad that there was a twist for today :D
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I had a really fun outting with some my friends. Earlier in the day, I WAS actually brooding over the fact that the other hip and on classes are going out as a class and I wasn't doing so with mine. However, things changed and I had a really wonderful time out today.
Initially pam, cx, cheresa and I were the only ones who were supposed to go to town to SHOP and hang around today. However, lawerence and ts asked me to go town as well when i was about to leave house for the outing, so I decided to merge the 2 grps together? Initially was pretty worried that there might be some disagreements between some ppl, but it all turned out to be wonderful.
We did the usual stuff, dinner, movie and den Coffee + chatting. Despite wasting our $$ watching one of the worst movies we have watched in a long time named "THE DARK", we still had a great time afterwards. It was great talking shit and crap with these guys, cx's spastic & humorous lines, pamela's abnormal laughter, cheresa's amazing imaginary friends, lawerence's chan lanciao and tze siong the bangla man. hahaha...
I guess sometimes its the company that matters and not the things u do.
:D
am confident to sae that we had more fun den any other Ct and OG today! :D
posted @ 11:52 PM
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Sometimes I just feel that it is really unfair... really unfair...
Well i have heard from my seniors that the amount of fun u get during the orientation and your two years in HCJC is actually largely dependent on the people in your groups. If u get a bunch of nerds, asses, or idiotic fools, congrats... u gonna have a really boring life.
Of course, the most important thing is actually your classmates and not the orientation group, since people in the orientation group would only be interacting with one another for a short period of time.
Indeed i managed to thrash the odds once again, an ended up in an equally quiet and mugger class... I just can't believe it... I thought that ending up in one of the worst orientation group would most likely mean that I would not be that unlucky again to have such people in my class....
But it just didn't turn out this way it didn't....
Maybe i just have to be thankful that the people in my class are not idiotic but only quiet, and that there are still a small handful of ppl that are more enthusiastic...
still it hurts when everi1 else is going out with their class groups or orientation groups during the weekends, and you yourself can't do it... ... Its like a double impact thing, not only will you kinda feel crapped out, but u also can no longer go out with your friends whom u use to go out with cause they alreadi have their own class...
Who is to be blamed? my friends who went out with their own friends?? nope... no one.... just blame it on my luck, i guess.
Perhaps it would be better if I stop complaining and try to get things right.
posted @ 1:36 PM
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20060103
Just woke up, couldn't sleep. :p
I must say that the orientation in HCJC as a whole was actually pretty good so far... However... I am just of one the most unfortunate guys to be thrown into a group of asses...
Terrible... I managed to beat the odds and got into the group.. how "lucky"
Well since i didn't really enjoy my time there today, i guess theres no point blogging about it yea? LOL
Was having a casual conversation with my friend in school.. but to protect the identity of the person, i dun wish to say who is it...
Honestly, I was pretty disturbed and disappointed after the conversation.
Thats the good thing of having a semi-private blog, u have more freedom to express what u want.. yup.
Well.. back to the main issue of this entry--->
the convo which I had with my friend actually set me thinkin for the rest of the day...
I understand that our society has indeed changed a lot during the past few years... The new generation of teens now seek for freedom and excitement even at the cost of doing things that are morally wrong... doing things that deemed as unacceptable... Only when u go clubbing will u noe how exciting and sinful such events are..
kissing and taking advantage of someone who you do not even noe, especially when she is drunk, and later just walk off without even speaking a word to the person. Such an occurence may be quite common among the adults there, but I would be really disappointed if a friend does that, especially when that person is attached.
Perhaps this is only what I feel is morally wrong, your opinions might differ...
I shall not interveneThis is your life not my life, what i feel is morally wrong may not seem to be morally wrong for you.
But i hope u can juz spare a thought the ur love ones around you, cauz what u do does not solely affect u only.
posted @ 2:14 AM
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20060102
I have never ever thought that i would ever dedicate an entire entry for my secondary school, for as many of you know I hated my school to the core. Every student, every teacher, every brick in the damn school. However, that was 4 years ago...
Coming into Chinese High was clearly against my will, it was my parents who shoved me into an environment which i totally didn't like? haha.
However, the hatred faded as time passed by ... when I was in sec 2 I began to appreciate everything has always been around me, my teachers, my friends, my seniors in school. However, I was determined to continue to hate the school, which is the reason why i decided to put on a fake mask.
I tried pretty hard to be an idiot in school, being selfish and uncouth... But i think I actually barely succeeded...
Perhaps it is true that after you graduate from school at different phases in life, your eyes would be opened. True enough, the mask was totally unnecessary and damaging to my life to a certain extent.
My four years in tchs have really been great...
Thanks for showing the other side of the school instead of living up to the expectations of people to be a nerdy, cold and selfish elite school. I have made valuable friendships that would definitely last a long way, and learnt important lessons that I might not have learnt elsewhere...
The pass four years in school was one that had plenty of contradictions.
Though i hated my school to the core 4 yrs back,... I was actually one of those who was willing to put in a magnum of time in my track and field... sacrificing my social life and studies just to bring glory to the school through track and field....
True enough i dun find it entirely worth it, because of the injuries I incurred at the end of the 4 yrs, but I have decided not to cover much on that today.
There was I... Telling the world how much i hated the school, and yet... there i am fighting my guts out for the sake of the school...haha... I find it realli ironic, lOl
Anyway my time is running short gotta go shopping with SAM at queenswae for my slippers, and den to paragon for my bag, CYA!
posted @ 10:41 AM
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